I would treat these “memories” as a learning point.

Welcome 2010 and wish myself the best !!!

To others, they may not understand why i should behave this way.  Come more…I am not a SAINT  !

What did i do to deserve this kind of treatment ?

I dread of going to work tomorrow cos i am supposed to cover someone’s work ! :S  I am not being calculative !  When i am not around, no one covered my work but i have to cover someone’s work when they (Miss H & Miss P) are not around.  Is this logic ?

Anyway, to do or not to do , also ‘died’ !

It has been a long time since we go on a package tour.

Looking forward to it.

This led me to recall what happened 13 years ago – 3 Sep 2006.

Early in that particular morning, i received a call, my dad is in the A&E ! My mum and i rushed to hospital, thinking he might be unwell so he went in by himself. When we reached there, we could not find him. I was very worried and angry. Finally, a hospital staff approached me and bring me to confirm his name and identity card number with a policeman who was stationed at A&E. I was very puzzled, so do my mum.

Not long, we were brought to a visitor’s room. A doctor came in and verify our names, i still remember clearly he told me face to face – Your dad has passed away ! Tears rolled down from my eyes. Later, we were again brought to another room, what we saw was a cold body of my dad lying peacefully on a movable bed. We both collapsed down. He was still fine the previous night, he was still taking a short nap after dinner as usual before he left home around 9pm for his night shift driving.

When my dad passed away that year, i was only 19 years old girl with younger brother and sister aged 17 and 12 respectively and a helpless mum. We managed to live well though it was not easy. There were many problems arising after his death but we accepted as part and parcel of our lives.

People asking me where did i go ???    Not my style of taking last minute of  URGENT LEAVE  ?

Thou it was a short.. short trip but i enjoy  this trip with Miss K … hope she enjoy too

Will remember the 精典 “joke” Miss K create there !

Tomorrow morning will be busy clearing up the work as usual  and in the afternoon i need to accompany my mum for her doctor’s appointment at hospital.  No idea how long it will take but hopefully it would not take long.

 Where am i going ?  This shall be a secret for the time being.  will update with photos if possible.

This round, i  really wonder  – ‘Will they honour their words  ?’ and will there be another round of disappointment again ???  I really don’t know :S

Basically i lose my TRUST  in them.